I first learned
of Adi Da in 1972, when The Lomi School was in full bloom and we
had a growth center in the Santa Cruz Mountains and someone brought
me a copy of The
Knee of Listening. I remember reading it and feeling profoundly
inspired by it because it was the first time I had read a Westerner's
writings that were speaking to what I felt intuitively about spiritual
life. I was very excited by the book and from then on I was a follower
of all of His writings — everything of Adi Da's that was published,
I read. I gained so much inspiration from all of His books. His
Teachings about the Heart, about love, and particularly His description
of the "self-contraction" and the ego-centric position was immensely
helpful to me, because He was putting into clear sentences what
I was struggling to understand and express. And so my coming across
His Teachings was a Grace for which I have always been very grateful.
Adi Da's Teaching
has also been a source of major support for me in the continuation
of my personal Vipassana meditation practice. He has always represented
for me an example of the truly Realized individual — especially
since there are so few of those. In fact, I can't think of more
than one or two that I've come across in my life who I could honestly
say I feel have Realized to any degree. And so His example has been
important to me. Particularly in my practice as a psychotherapist,
His Teachings have been a foundation for me when I sit with clients
and recognize the need for open-hearted compassion and taking a
non-egoic point of view of the situation — and so my therapy work
has greatly benefited from His Teaching.
The first time
I saw Adi Da was at a Darshan in 1986. That first Darshan was very
powerful for me because I experienced a transcendent "exit" from
the body and a meeting with Him outside of the body. It was exhilarating
and ecstatic. It happened spontaneously and, for me, it removed
any doubt and concern I might have had about His authenticity as
a Great Spiritual Realizer. From that time on I became even more
interested in His Work.
My second Darshan,
which was very recent, was truly wonderful. I had an experience
of being totally "there" with Him, relieved of all contraction at
the heart, and I was lifted into a simple, happy everything-just-as-it-is
state and I carry that state of mind and body with me still. Seeing
Him in person has changed my relationship to Him only in the sense
that it has deepened my respect for Him and my feeling of devotion
to Him.
Though I am
not a formal member of Adidam, I feel the greatest devotion to Him.
His Work enters my life, His Teaching enters my heart, and I gratefully
use what I assimilate from His Presence in my service to others.
I also actively
talk about Adi Da to others — to people who have a spiritual bent,
to other Spirit Rock dharma teachers, and I talk a lot about Him
with my personal friends. In fact, I have described my recent Darshan
of Him so many, many times now that I'm needing to stop talking
about it!
I feel that
Adi Da's Teachings have tremendous significance for humanity in
general. He presents a foundation and a structure for sanity. The
equation "Cooperation
+ Tolerance = Peace" that He has Taught is deceptively simple
but extremely profound as a guide for sane living that applies to
all human beings, both individually and collectively. He is one
among the very few genuinely sane public figures that I have ever
encountered. And so I think that His Teachings, particularly in
the West — in this culture where there are so few people who can
be admired and are serving as role models — are of the greatest
significance.
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